Friday, February 20, 2009
"It really is confusing... the sweet and bitterness of crushes. i can only quieten my heart down to the beat of yours"
haizzz... i feel so emo today. dunno why. lol. haizzz.
there's sth i really 1na blog abt but i dunno whether i shud anot. haizzz. i think i will do it anonymously as i always do. so someone has this very good opportunity to compete in some overseas. a chance that seems soooo freakin far away. (for me tho) seems like such a simple thing... so u r in. hop on a plane and off to victory. but the pressure's tremendous. the worry of being a letdown. haizzz. someone ask me wad i'd do. i think i wud oso reject. perhaps i could crumble under that pressure. cp was gd enough to kill. haizzzz. ok i think tts it cause it will get obvious soon.
some how i keep getting emo over things which are really none of mine business. but oh well... wad i 1 him to know is that its really a very good chance and you really have to believe in your capabilities and trust in the trust others put in you.
lol. dunno y recently so emo. so many things are happening. lol. the 1st sentence i think is really unrelated... shall not say anymore. or else will emo more. haizzz.
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6:28 PM